When you feel...

have you ever felt like.. At the first time, you sure that you've done something good, but at the end, you feel that it was so annoying? and.. "oh my God, why did I do that?"

I really often feel like that. And it makes me sometime feel not confident. 

But maybe God give me a power to hide it. I always use my smile and my laugh, and I think it works.

And till now, my friends, my family, my teacher, know me as a very confident person. LOL.

then.. 

how about, you keep smiling and said that it's okay if your friend busy with handphone, eventhough you really hate it?

how about, you feel that it's so annoying but you keep do it to help your friends?

have you ever? or, is it just me?

ah... How fake I am! 

AKSI35 HERITAGE

Soooo much fun today~ lalala lalala...
Actually today is started with soooo many things that made me angry, bad mood, and yelled in the morning. But after I went to my Conversation club in EF, I felt so much better.

And another thing that has made me really happy is AKSI35 HERITAGE SMAN 1 DEPOK. yeaaah! XD
I have posted about AKSI before. but that's AKSI33 ETERNITY. wow, it has been 2 years ago. :D

so now, I'll tell you a lill bit about AKSI35 HERITAGE :)

the theme of this year is all about Indonesia."Indonesia.kenali.cintai"
thats why every performances told about the Indonesian culture. Like the showcase (which unfortunately couldnt be watched by me *sigh) , kolabs, pencak silat, and many more.

For the last performance, there was a guest star, a very popular band, with really really great songs, and very very handsome and attractive vocalist, NAIIIIF ! XD

It's the first time I came to see a band performance as an audience. and their performance makes me think that maybe it's gonna be fun for coming to any event like this. and now, I start to be a NAIF's fan :P

but it doesn't mean that I want to take a picture with them, lol. There was a moment when I and my friends tried to find the shortest way to go back. There's a way that was closed but I didnt think that it was a way for the guest star. *because on the last year, that way was closed too but it wasnt for guest star haha. My simple brain just thought that it would be same as last year* So, I thought it's okay if I walked on that way. When I walked away, I just walked without feel anything and didnt realize that my friends didint follow me.

Suddenly, there was a crew called me from the back "mbak, mbak, maaf mbak". I looked at him and I found that it was my junior, Audy. LOL. "MBAK???" I said. "OOOH Kak Gelda, mau ngapain kak?"
"mau pulang"
"kok lewat sini? ayoo mau ngapain?"
And I dont remember what I said, but the point is he thought that I stole the time to meet the guest star
-__-"
Okay, I've tried to explain, and there was one crew again, ENDYYYYY -___- , he said "yah kak, ayo kak foto sama saya aja deh" and even ready with his (camera) handphone --" . Seemed like they DIDNT BELIEVE MEEEE.
And one thing that made me felt like, "hah???" is.. when I (finally) back, there was a crew with her handytalkie (I've never seen her before) said to her friend "bakal rame banget" with a serious tone, and I wont forget the expression. It was like "keep alert, there will be crazy fans try to meet NAIF!!"

Well, actually I'm just a lazy girl who tried to find the shortest way to go home. I'm not interested to take a picture with any Indonesian artist no matter how great them. I just wanna do it with Minho. just him !! hahaha..

But never mind about it, I just feel that it's funny moment in this crazy amazing AKSI35 HERITAGE. You really did the right thing. The crews have worked soooooo hard and you did it very well :)

here are some pictures I stole from the twitter. :P check these out!



** david. NAIF's handsome vocalist **


** soo crowded,huh?**


** see? Omg, greaaaat decoration!!**


**who has maaaaade?????? XD**


**they worked so hard for a great day!**


**the daaaaay :)**

I hope to see the other pictures esp. for Kolabs and SHOWCAAAAASEEEE aaaaa I couldnt watch it :( :(

Congratulation for all of AKSI35 HERITAGE's crews, you all are the heroes!! 
Thank you God, for this amazing day.