My Baby

Guys, I have a good news. I have a baby now :)

an hour ago, I kept scrolling down this blog to see what I've been written all this time. So funny when I realized that I've told you about many things in my life, but there were only few blogs which talk about my dream.

I remember that I've posted about my dream to study film making abroad. But somehow, I can't find that post. I don't remember if I deleted it or what.

Well, what I want to say now is... I'm 19 years old now. I'm a student of School of Business and Management ITB, and today is the first day in my second year.
There are lots of good and bad things that have been through during my college life. Fortunately, I just can remember the good things now. Why?

I know that I'm an idealist person that always try to catch my dream, no matter how hard it is.

I LIVE AND GROW WITH MY PASSION AND LOVE TO THEATER AND ART OF ACTING.
I LOVE MOVIE, I LOVE DRAMA, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM

I really know that I want to be a good director someday. I know that I want to have my own production house. I know that I want etc etc etc and etc..
well, a friend from SBM who worked for Jakarta Post have posted about me on that magazine. There, I tell everything about my dream and why I choose SBM as my college. so check this out :

I always think that SBM and ITB really help me to get closer with my dream. step by step, moment by moment, chance by chance, I'm walking to my dream. I swear I really thank to God because :

I have experienced to be the director in the first theater performance by my generation on STEMA (theater group in ITB),
become the stage manager + co.director for romance fantasy SBM Oddisey 2013, and also participated in its script idea,
and now get the chance to direct a small performance for STEMA again.

But the best of all is, I have my own production house, finally :)

I know that it's still nothing. It was born on January 17, 2013 and we don't have release any movie yet. But it doesn't mean we haven't done anything at all. We have had a trip to Green Canyon, one of the best place in Indonesia to make our first video for teaser of this production house.

And today, I'm preparing a business description and also our planning in the future. What for?
we are going to apply for a chance collaborating our business with a Singapore Institution!

Damn, I just think that I almost get my dream on hand!! well, I'm not really sure if we can get this chance, but it doesn't matter at all. If we fail, we can just keep it going just fine.

I believe that someday I can make all of my dreams come true.

no matter what will happen in the future, I will take care this baby with the fullest heart, with love and my passion. Promise :)

Hey, you. I'm Gelda! wow, we are twin!!

Wanyyyyaaaaaaauw XD 

it's my first tweet for today. and yeah, like what I've tweeted, I have a nice trip today :) 

It was started when my friend, Abir, had a mistake when she top up the blitzcard and I had to go to Grand Indonesia to solve it. And this's my lonely journey..

Yeah, at the first, I had to take the blitzcard from Fathim. And we promised to meet on fly over (it sounds like we were 4L4Y haha). 

Okay, first, I want to tell you that Allah is really really the Most Gracious and Most Merciful. Allah gave me a lot of easiness in this trip. What easiness?? check it out ..

the first easiness is when I had to meet Fathim on fly over, I didn't have to waaaait !! We arrived at the same time! God, thank you. :) 

After I got the card, I went to Stasiun Depok Baru and fortunatelly, after I bought the ticket, the train was ready to go. I didn't have to wait agaaain !! :D

I thought that it would be uncomfortable in the train. But I totally wrong. The train was good enough and I enjoyed the trip :) . 

I never went to Jakarta lonely (by public transportation)before, so I had a lill bit nervous. I didn't know the route and I never asked to my family. I just searched it on a blog 10 minutes before I left. I read that I've to go to Gambir, and transit to Harmony by transjakarta. When I would buy the ticket, they said that it had been an hour since the last bus arrived. the bus would arrive so late and I had to wait till 1 hour. but fortunatellyyyyy, 5 minutes after I bought the ticket, the bus was comiiiiiing hahahaha Thanks Lord XD

Like in the train, I enjoyed the bus. it was not too full and I got the seat. I finally arrived exactly in front of Plaza Indonesia... Hey, It makes me remember about when I went to Korean Embassy in Plaza Indonesia!! haha. (I maybe will post about it later) 

Wait... soo, who is my twin? why I use that tittle? Here the answer...

First thing I wanted to do was cleaned up my shoes! It was rain, and made my shoes full of dirt. I went to toilet and there was a stupid thing I've done -.-" (as usual)

it's the way to the toilet. yeah. I guess you also can't see that there is a mirror theeeere!! 

 I saw there was a way in the right, so I walked confidently to the right. there was someone in front of me, so I tried to avoid her and keep walked calmly, and... OUCH!!

Oh My... It's a mirroooooor!!!! and the one in front of me was none but me! ah....

the mirror in the place like this will not be visible you knoow! Y,Y 

there was a man and he kept laugh quietly! -,- I thought that's okay, just one who looked at me. But the truth is, there was also a cleaning service behind me, and she hid her laugh and tried to keep smile to me and said "silahkan, SEBELAH SINI MBAK" 

HAHHH... okay, forget it

After cleaned up my shoes, I walked around the plaza to find blitzmegaplex. It's not like a Mall, I think Plaza Indonesia just like a Gallery. really uncomfortable, too stiff, and soo quiet. It took maybe 30 minutes and I still couldnt find the cinema. I looked at the map, and Index, there's no Blitzmegaplex. I've tried to ask Abiir, she didn't answer. And I finally realized.. It's Plaza Indonesia wooy, and where I wanted to go is Grand Indonesiaaaa!! -__-

Okay, Finally, after some random and wasting time journey (halah) in Plaza Indonesia, I arrived at Blitzmegaplex and completed what I had to do quickly.

There was no special when I back. But I got some help from a man who looked at me when I seem like so confused with the route. I almost lost if he didn't asked me where I wanted to go. Thank you :) I even didn't ask anything to him but he helped me.

Ah, and also, there was a man who told me the right gate when I was waiting for the wrong bus in another gate. He was in the same bus with me before.Maybe he heard when I asked someone how to go to Gambir. Thank youuuu :)

When I told My Mom that I had a trip to Jakarta lonely, My mother said, "mungkin sekarang mulus-mulus aja, tapi kan kamu nggak tau bahaya yang mengintai di Jakarta"

Okay, I know that's a big true! But It's still my country, still my world, and Allah can see and protect me in everywhere. for many people, it's not something. but for my Mom, it's like a big mistake. -___-"

But one thing I know from this day, there's still many kind people in Jakarta. 

Gyahahahaha... sounds like I come from a countryside. hahaha... (well, Depok is..? LOL)

but truly, I dont really like Jakarta, it's too wide!!

Syahrini - Justin Bieber

Okay, actually I'm totally speechless when I saw #IhateSYAHRINI and Syahrini is A Random Singer on trending topic. At the first, I just laughed and wondered about what actually she has done. I opened that topic and saw this (random) thing...

I found it. Oh my God, it's still about JUSTIN BIEBER???? Meeeeen.... 

I was curious what did Syahrini said that made Indonesian beliebers did it to her. I opened her account and just found this words :

WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT?

no matter if Justin bieber really said something bad about Indonesia or not, Isn't that good if you remind someone to apologize for mistake he/she has done? In this case, Syahrini just know from media that Bieber really did it. So, It really does make a sense if she said like that. 

If bieber didnt do that, thats okay!!! it doesnt mean that what syahrini said isnt good, right? 

I also dont like about this news for sure --> http://www.tabloidbintang.com/barat/ulah/53420-justin-bieber-melecehkan-indonesia.html

now, I want you to compare it with this one --> http://www.tabloidbintang.com/barat/ulah/53570-justin-bieber-bantah-lecehkan-indonesia.html
and this ..

No one who knows the truth! people just believe what they want to believe, or.. what they see, and hear.

And in this post, I dont want to find who is right, okay !! 

I just concerned about what's going on with Indonesian people. Do you want to fight each other just because your Idol? It's a BIG mistake!

If you really love your Idol , make them become your inspiration to do something good so you can make them as the (real) best Idol as you want.

Do you still remember this lyric ? :)


Pergilah sedih
Pergilah resah
Jauhkanlah aku dari
Salah prasangka
Pergilah gundah
Jauhkan resah
Lihat segalanya lebih dekat
Dan kau bisa menilai lebih bijaksana
Mengapa bintang bersinar
Mengapa air mengalir
Mengapa dunia berputar
Lihat segalanya lebih dekat
Dan kau akan mengerti


Come on ya'll be open minded please!

When you feel...

have you ever felt like.. At the first time, you sure that you've done something good, but at the end, you feel that it was so annoying? and.. "oh my God, why did I do that?"

I really often feel like that. And it makes me sometime feel not confident. 

But maybe God give me a power to hide it. I always use my smile and my laugh, and I think it works.

And till now, my friends, my family, my teacher, know me as a very confident person. LOL.

then.. 

how about, you keep smiling and said that it's okay if your friend busy with handphone, eventhough you really hate it?

how about, you feel that it's so annoying but you keep do it to help your friends?

have you ever? or, is it just me?

ah... How fake I am! 

AKSI35 HERITAGE

Soooo much fun today~ lalala lalala...
Actually today is started with soooo many things that made me angry, bad mood, and yelled in the morning. But after I went to my Conversation club in EF, I felt so much better.

And another thing that has made me really happy is AKSI35 HERITAGE SMAN 1 DEPOK. yeaaah! XD
I have posted about AKSI before. but that's AKSI33 ETERNITY. wow, it has been 2 years ago. :D

so now, I'll tell you a lill bit about AKSI35 HERITAGE :)

the theme of this year is all about Indonesia."Indonesia.kenali.cintai"
thats why every performances told about the Indonesian culture. Like the showcase (which unfortunately couldnt be watched by me *sigh) , kolabs, pencak silat, and many more.

For the last performance, there was a guest star, a very popular band, with really really great songs, and very very handsome and attractive vocalist, NAIIIIF ! XD

It's the first time I came to see a band performance as an audience. and their performance makes me think that maybe it's gonna be fun for coming to any event like this. and now, I start to be a NAIF's fan :P

but it doesn't mean that I want to take a picture with them, lol. There was a moment when I and my friends tried to find the shortest way to go back. There's a way that was closed but I didnt think that it was a way for the guest star. *because on the last year, that way was closed too but it wasnt for guest star haha. My simple brain just thought that it would be same as last year* So, I thought it's okay if I walked on that way. When I walked away, I just walked without feel anything and didnt realize that my friends didint follow me.

Suddenly, there was a crew called me from the back "mbak, mbak, maaf mbak". I looked at him and I found that it was my junior, Audy. LOL. "MBAK???" I said. "OOOH Kak Gelda, mau ngapain kak?"
"mau pulang"
"kok lewat sini? ayoo mau ngapain?"
And I dont remember what I said, but the point is he thought that I stole the time to meet the guest star
-__-"
Okay, I've tried to explain, and there was one crew again, ENDYYYYY -___- , he said "yah kak, ayo kak foto sama saya aja deh" and even ready with his (camera) handphone --" . Seemed like they DIDNT BELIEVE MEEEE.
And one thing that made me felt like, "hah???" is.. when I (finally) back, there was a crew with her handytalkie (I've never seen her before) said to her friend "bakal rame banget" with a serious tone, and I wont forget the expression. It was like "keep alert, there will be crazy fans try to meet NAIF!!"

Well, actually I'm just a lazy girl who tried to find the shortest way to go home. I'm not interested to take a picture with any Indonesian artist no matter how great them. I just wanna do it with Minho. just him !! hahaha..

But never mind about it, I just feel that it's funny moment in this crazy amazing AKSI35 HERITAGE. You really did the right thing. The crews have worked soooooo hard and you did it very well :)

here are some pictures I stole from the twitter. :P check these out!



** david. NAIF's handsome vocalist **


** soo crowded,huh?**


** see? Omg, greaaaat decoration!!**


**who has maaaaade?????? XD**


**they worked so hard for a great day!**


**the daaaaay :)**

I hope to see the other pictures esp. for Kolabs and SHOWCAAAAASEEEE aaaaa I couldnt watch it :( :(

Congratulation for all of AKSI35 HERITAGE's crews, you all are the heroes!! 
Thank you God, for this amazing day.

I`ve tried to love music

Music ... is something unusual. extraordinary, and i dont know how to describe this thing.

but Im not typical person who really love music like the others. I just like it.

I dont know why the people know about the tittle of the songs, the singers, and anything that i think its not important. Music is only to be listened, makes me feel comfort, and some of them can make me feel amazed.

Maybe its not enough. but for me, thats fine. Why do we have to know about the genre? about who sings what, and whats on my playlist in 2011....

Yesterday, my friend asked to her friends what she should play. And I suggested her an old song. But she said that its too old.

I thought, whats the problem? why dont we play "With You-Chris Brown" this time? or Heal the World? I`m Yours? Ring Ding Dong? Lilin - lilin kecil?

why should there always a new? Briptu Norman? Ayu Ting Ting ?

Music never sleep, music is not food that can dissapear.

I`ve tried to love music.

Yes, I did.

But I never try to understand this situation,

when music become a complicated thing.

like what fitri tropika said on her book "kening",

there are only two genres for me. good song, and bad song.

It's simple.

Waiting

Assalamu `alaikum :3

first, I wanna thank to God for this time, this day, and this week God gave to me.

Why?

because i feel reaaaally happy now. There`s nothing too good, but I just think that this few days i`ve got too much happiness.

second, i cant post about my creative-senior Magnifico now. so sorry :( I lost my pictures for that topic.

So now, i`ll post about my self.

i`m in a situation which ABG say as "galau".

I`ve said to my friend that I always feel so pathetic everytime i tell about L.O.V.E.

I always think that it`s not important and it`s so disgusting to talk it.

I mean, I`m good if someone tell about their love, but it`s not true if I am who say it. So, usually I laugh at my self everytime i talk about it.

And now, I am laughing.

Because of him, I made my self look so stupid in front of my friends.

I told about him, I remember him again, I open his account, I read his timeline, even I made a poetry about him when I got a task to make it. then, I listen to a song he sang for me. replay it again and again and again...

foooool..

Seriously, it`s not good. I`m still senior high school and it`s too childish to talk about this. And Im not good enough to get something like a relationship.

fortunatelly, I decided to post it in english. So it doesnt look too melancholy. hahaha.. -___-

well, i want to share something. it relates to my post, there`s no Minho :( but this is the best of them. I love and replay it so much :3